I kind of feel like I am in a little depression over this. I got married in September and my husband and I were very excited to start ttc. During the entire wedding planning process, his mom was horrible. I don't even feel like I was able to enjoy my wedding day for what it was, it was not of a celebration that it was over and we are onto the next chapter. With that being said and the holidays approaching, his mom doesn't make me feel welcomed into the family at all. I feel like to her I am only her sons friend or maybe she might even classify me as the 'bitch' her son matried, who knows. With that, I now have no desire to bd or even ttc. In my head I can't wrap bringing a child into this family, where I don't really feel welcomed to begin with. I have talked to my husband but I think he only thinks it's a phase and doesn't realize how much it bothers me. Please help me get passed this, I am heartbroken. I want nothing more to start a family, but she is yet again getting the best of me.  Has anyone else gone through this to?