Genuinely nothing more frustrating

And POAS addict!! I did a hpt when I came back from work and I'm sooooo sure there is a faint line. Like not the squinty is it there kinda line!! And all I want to do is shout from the rooftops this MAY BE IT!!!! Only problem is SO is a realllll downer on faint lines I mean even on opks where the line is clear as day he says 'Barely!!' So friggin frustrating, so I can't share my faint line with him because I know he will be all I can't see it on me!! Until that line comes in thick and fast there is no point in even mentioning it. 

I just wanted to share it on here since I can't share with anyone else!! EEEEE wish me luck!!!!