MC , my happines didnt last πŸ˜­πŸ’”

I will never forget the day i found out that i was pregnant 😍. My period was 56 days late and i was super afraid and sad if the test would say negative.... 😰my husband bought a pregnancy test and i was depressed ... my period is maybe just late because of depression.. i woke up on a sunny day .. went to the toilet and did the test... after 1 second i saw 2 super red lines😭😭😭❀️❀️❀️❀️!!!! i was suuuuper chocked i couldnt beliveeeee what i saw!!! 😱😱😱😱cryied and thanked God so much!!!!! Thank you God thank you!!!! it was like a dream!!! 😍😍😍i bite myself... no this is real... me and my husband went to the hospital ( in Spain ) and i was so nervous omggg but if am not pregnant? maybe its a false positive??? because i dont have any symptoms at all!! 
When we went to the Dr they said come back tomorrow its to late! oh noooooo i want to be sure i want to se my little baby 😑😫!!!! My husband said to me to calm down and we went to another hospital!! and i was extreamly nervous and then i saw my little baby ... omgggg i am really pregnant!!!!!! 😍😍😍😭😭😭i was the most happiest girl in the world πŸ˜„πŸ˜…!!!! i was like a new person big smile so happy that i want to scream loud!!! me and my husband went to "panaderia" to buy some cakes and my husband was super happy ... when we came home to his familys house he showed them the pictures of the baby .. they was so happy!!!! i couldnt belive i am pregnant! my dream has come true!! so this was an amazing week i told my family and everything buuuuut.... the day my baby would be 8 week my Β stomach hurted like hell!!! it was like a burning paain in my stomach sooo bad😁😁😁
... my husband touched my stomach and said oh little baby stop moving.😊.. we thought this pain was normal... i was dying but then i feel to sleep because tomorrow its 8 weeks and we are gonna see our little baby again... next day when i woke up ..  my pants was soooo wet
OMG!!!! 😱😱😭😭😭😭i ran to the toilet and i saw so much blood !!!! red/darkred and a thing looked like gestational sac omgggggg my baby is gone!!!! nooooooo me and my husband went to the hospital with panic ... i crieeeeeed and screamed all the way to the hospital ... i just want to die!!!! why why Β why πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’” my husband said no dont cry everything will be good .. the baby is ok... No i said the baby is dead!!!! Β everybody in the hospital looked at me.. Β i was about to fall.. so dizzy everything was black i cried and cried and people stared at me.. i cried 2 days in hospital ... i was super pale my eyes was blood red and swollen i just want to die i hate everything... next to me in the room i saw a happy family with flowers baloon and gifts ... super happy family and i was sourrounded with babies in the hospital i couldnt stop crying whyyyy meee whyyyy????? Β 3 days in hosptal. was a nightmare .. now am ok no pain but my heart is so broken πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”
πŸ‘ΆπŸ»πŸ˜­β€οΈ now am praying to God to bless me with a baby soon πŸ˜ͺ