We have been ttc for 8 months. We had lots of tests last week both so and myself. Hormone bloods for me and internal ultrasound (revealing PCOS) seven analysis and bloods for hubby.

Tonight we finally meet with our doc for results and to find out next steps but I am absolutely shitting myself for my worst fear to be true...the words I don't want to hear are that we can't get pregnant.

I've been in a pretty bad place since the ultrasound so down and just angry at my effed up ovaries.

Today I'm meant to catch up with friends- two who are pregnant and I just don't know if I can be around them

Last week my sister announced she's pregnant too

I'm not coping and am so terrified of tonight