So sad.. Pregnant break down!! 😪

I want to get a halo bassinest for my first born as I will be breastfeeding and also don't know my chances of c-section due to seizures and being induced early.. Well long story short I live 20 miles from the nearest store that carries them and I called before I left home they told me they had 4 on stock IN- STORE!!! So I hop in my gas hogging Monte Carlo and drive my happily 7 month pregnant ass to the store and they tell me they have none in stock!! WTF?!?! Now I'm in tears because I still haven't gotten my sons sleeper after driving so long and far and withdrawing money from my savings to do so!!! 😥😥😥😥