I love my husband so much, he has completly step up and took on the role of dad to my 5 year old. Her dad abandoned her way before I ever gave birth haven't seen him since...anyways the past year and a half have been such an emotional roller coaster. With the joy of being pregnant (multiple times) and the sorrow of losing the babies, I can't seem to get past 6 weeks and the doctors have no clue why all the test they ran came back normal, I don't know if I can keep trying, I just lost a baby less then 2 weeks ago, my husband just keeps saying I'm going to pit a baby in you and one of them will stick..idk if I have it in me to continue in this journey only to be let down by pain and sorrow my husband dosent even begin to understand.