Confidence, weight and being sexy

 just turned 15 on Father's Day I'm 5'3 and 200 lbs. I love my curves but I'm self conscious about my tummy. My fat goes all over my body so it's all well proportioned . Once I get to a certain weight my belly gets targeted. So my fat goes to my belly making it look like I have a post delivery belly. It's not too bad right now but my mom and gma are afraid my belly will start hanging. Otherwise I'm Latina and I love my curves. From 6-8 grade I gained 30lbs due to being bored and being put through a lot of stuff in the past. I just found out I'm borderline diabetic so I have to lose some weight but my doctor said I'm strong/big boned too! So I had some muscle too! When I was in 4th grade almost 5 grade I was 109lbs now I'm becoming a sophomore in high school and 200lbs. So 5-6 years later and 100lbs heavier. My goal weight is 160 ish. No heavier than 180 and no skinnier than 130lbs. I wanna lose weight so my belly is somewhat flat but I love my curves and still wanna be thicke. Anyways I'm starting to become way more confident with myself and my belly. For once in my life I just started wearing a 2 piece bathing suit. Only way I would wear a two piece bathing is for the bottoms to be high waisted so they are high waited and I'm more confident than ever ! P.S you don't have to be skinny to be confident or sexy. Sexy and confident is a mindset. 💯😊👄😘🎉😍🙏🏼