Is there something wrong with me?

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I've been with my boyfriend for 3 years now. We had a decent sex life but then life happens and my mental health got in the way. Long story short, my sex drive is barely existent now due to antidepressants. Last I remember we had sex maybe less than a month ago. My boyfriend has been so amazing and understanding. He's helped me through so much and I'm so grateful for everything.
Anyway, tonight we started making out and then next thing you know sexy time commences. Everything was great until midway through having sex I burst into tears. To the point where we had to stop completely. I was so embarrassed! I was apologizing profusely and making sure he was okay with us stopping. I feel like I'm going crazy because I can't stop thinking about how horrible I feel for ruining our moment. 
I honestly don't know what will come of this post or why I'm writing it but I thought I'd share and see what you guys think. Any advice or possible thoughts of why this may have happened are welcomed. Thanks.

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Talk to your GP! Might just be a transition issue with your meds or maybe you aren't on the ones that are best for you. 
I cried during sex for about two months after I started escatilapram. Settled down and now my mood swings are gone

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That's happened to me before

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I suffered a similar problem with my ex. The best thing is for you to talk to your doctor/counsellor and to him. It may have to do with the type of medication being too strong, too weak, or not the right one for you and that's okay. The best thing for both of you is to be there for each other and understand that you essentially have to relearn who you are mentally. For me, I developed anxiety and some weird allergy/asthma thing at the same time and my ex was going through family problems. Eventually, I made the decision that we needed to focus on ourselves and regain a sense of who we are and he understands that now (we're still friends). But I had to do a lot of experimenting on what triggered and what activities didn't trigger my anxiety as well as put trust that my doctor picked the right medication and the right dosage for me. It sounds like your boyfriend is understanding and supportive of what you're going through!! :) I wish you peace and happiness.

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He's caring for you and completly understanding by the sound of it so that's okay! Maybe try some porn or a vibrator, it might help bring your senses up. I have a similar problem, new pills making me less horny completly and a vibrator has helped.

Is there something wrong with me?

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