I don't even know where to begin with writing this so I'm just gonna write as it comes to mind. So I had a scan on 6/2/16. At that time I was 5w5d, due on Jan 25th. Today I had another scan and baby is measuring 8w3d, but I should be almost 10 weeks. They also couldn't find a heartbeat. 😢 I had bloodwork done yesterday to get my beta hcg and have to go again tomorrow for another draw so they can check my hormone levels and compare. The dr said that this seems to be a missed miscarriage. I could have swore I saw the heartbeat a few times throughout the scan but the sonographer didn't seem to see it.

So now I guess I'm in limbo waiting to know if my peanut had passed on or is still alive. My mind is racing 90 different directions and I don't know what to think, believe or do. This would be my 3rd child and I could have swore I have felt movement even since I came back from the scan, started feeling movement about a week ago, so if what they are saying is true and the baby died at 8w3d, then I wouldn't be feeling flutters.

The dr said that they can either let my body go thru the process naturally or I can take the abortion pill to speed up the process. Can anyone shed any light or give me a glimmer of hope? I just don't have any right now. Has anyone had a similar experience with a more positive result? Or even some that ended not so positively? I just don't know what to think or do at this point and I just need some advice and input. Thanks ladies and good luck to all of you!!