I'm really upset. I'm 32 weeks and my c section is 6 weeks away and we still have nothing for our daughter aside from a few swaddle blankets and a pack of onesies I grabbed last month. I can't buy any clothes for myself to feel good about myself or go to get my hair done or things like that because our money goes elsewhere. We spent about $500 on groceries and my husband spent over $200 on supplements for himself only. I am extremely hurt because I had plans for things I wanted to do for the baby, for our other girls and for myself. I need things for after my c section to help with recovery and breastfeeding and can't get them. I need clothes because I can't fit anything and I literally wear the same one pair of maternity shorts anytime I'm not in pajamas. We got paid this morning and now I have to wait another 2 weeks and possibly not get anything again. It usually doesn't bother me but we're getting down to the wire and we have nothing. I was supposed to be getting my own money in my account for the last 4 months and that hasn't happened due to the allotment not going through. I'm so frustrated, I'm upset, I feel like he's being extremely selfish and it doesn't bother him because he got all the stuff he wanted. I wish I could be selfish and just spend the money on myself and the girls but if I do that we will be broke. If I don't do it we will still end up broke and I still won't get anything I needed or wanted. This is why I absolutely hate not having my own income.