Am I the only one?

Juliet
Please tell me I'm not s horrible person for this; I'm 22 weeks with di/di twins. I'm miserable. My hips and back and in constant pain and I've been having Braxton hicks. My husband works seconds, so he doesn't come to bed til well after 1-2am. I. Need. Sleep. I haven't gotten a good nights rest in a month and a half. I'm exhausted. I hurt. I want sleep. So I'm planning on laying in the middle of the bed (for comfort, you know 😉) so he can't get in bed and wake me up. Is that awful?! Lol!