I'm a very nervous person, and a over thinker so whenever I get cramps I'm like "is this my appendix? What if it's a worm or virus eating away at my insides? Oh god I'm gonna die! I can't die, Im so young! There's so many things I haven't done! If I'm dieing of cancer I'm going to go to Japan and buy anime merch. I'm also going to get a book published. Then I'm gonna kill everyone I hate and then kill myself. I'm dieing so it doesn't matter at that point. Wait what if Im not dieing and I already killed all those people? Maybe I shouldn't kill them but instead write my hatred for them in my book. No no one would read it, but I'm not going to kill them. Oh god I'm over thinking again. Wait what if it's a cramp and im over thinking this?" See what my mind dose 😂😂😂