Frustrated...need opinions

I swear on my first test this morning there was a vvvvf line then I messed it up.  Tried again with smu and I think I can almost see something but not when I take a pic of it so I think it's just wishful thinking and line eyes.  It's so annoying. 😔😔😔 I took a pic of all three and then a new one today.  I'm going to need to order more tests at this rate 😳 today is the day my period is suppose to start.  Had some spotting on monday.  Feel like if I was preggo it would be a BFP.  ETA: the one in the middle of the three was the first one I saw a vvvvf on, the bottom solo test is from smu.