3 days ago I was so exited to go in for my first ultrasound but was sadly given the news that my baby had no heart beat. I know for sure I want to see my baby one last time on the ultrasound but they have already given me 3 options to terminate my pregnancy 1. Wait for 4 weeks for natural miscarriage 2.suction just like an abortion (which scares the crap outta me because i am 1millon% against abortion and 3.misoprostal an pill that cause you to have a miscarriage.... I am devastated with the idea of even ending this but for those mothers who have gone through this what is the least worse or even easier option I'm just trying to get over with it cause it's really tearing my heart apart knowing I will never meet this baby that I loved so hard and deeply with all my life just the same as my baby boy who has been reminding me that our baby is not alone he is with God and for that we should be greatful my son is the reason I try not to cry and let out my emotions but knowing I have to choose is just horrible.