Waaaaah 😭 (rant time)

So I had my weekly check up today with a different doctor because mine is on vacation. I'm 36wks + 5 days. Baby measured 7lbs 7oz & 38 weeks last week. Doctor did the cervical check and I'm not dilated at ALL. Then he starts talking about 11lb babies and how it could get to that point. I'm like.... Nope. Not happening. Said I would have to discuss induction with my doctor but that won't happen until my appointment next week and the earliest they would do it is at 39 weeks. So.... Feeling pretty damn frustrated!!!