Cant take much more

He lies about everything! I am stressed, alone and seriously don't know how much more I can take ... I am trying to not have a breakdown.. The baby is barely moving, my glucose levels have been terrible the past few days (yesterday all over 100 and today all in the 60)... I feel so alone with no one to talk to just I just here not looking for anything just to vent.. He doesnt get how much stress he is adding to me right now! I know he either took something or has been sneaking alcohol but he won't admit it.. I just don't know what to do... I work out of my house and money keeps going missing (yes I realize I should put it in a bank) he swears it's not him but I know it is

I just don't know what to do anymore...