Just need to vent.

Ah
I'm black. My baby's father is black. My baby will be black. With the events that have taken place in America this week I am terrified for my child. I can raise a wholesome young man or intelligent young lady but i cannot and wouldn't remove the melanin from his/her skin. My heart hurts. I feel so selfish for bringing this baby into the world. The thought is bringing me to tears. Please pray for humanity. Our babies deserve to live full lives. How can I teach my little one self love in a world that promotes hate so strongly?