How do I accept this?

Sara
I have posted about this before. Fiancé and I were together 6 years and he ended things at the beginning of May. He ended it because of an abortion we had 5 years ago and he couldn't get over it apparently. He said he wishes he felt different but this is just the way he feels. If he didn't feel like this about the abortion we would be together. So he wants to be together but we can't. I don't know how to accept it and move on with my life. I love him very much and thought we were forever