Feel like it's a dead end..

I feel like I'm at such a loss. 
We've been trying for over a year for a baby. 
We made a vow to not go to the doctor for anything "baby" related for at least 2 years. 
I got off the depo a year and a half ago. 7 months ago I had to go to the doctor to get pills to induce a period. 
They've been regular for the last few months and not this month I've gotten nothing. A week late. Still testing negative. I feel like I just need to stop stressing and stop charting. And just not worry about it. It's so so hard.