I don't even know what to do anymore 😭

So I think I might be pregnant. I told the father that there is a possibility that I might be. I thought he deserved the right to know. Well I told him, he flipped out and started blaming it on me and then asked a lot of questions. He said he doesn't want the baby at all, he wants me to get an abortion. He said that if I kept the child he wants nothing to do with it and said that he doesn't want me to say he is the father. I'm scared to tell my parents because they are completey against pregnancy before marriage and young pregnancies(I'm 20 btw). I feel so alone and idk what to do anymore😭