Not sure what to do :( !

Confusing situation here, I messed up really badly with my best guy friend and the guy I was *almost* dating, we have all know eachother YEArs. Just got really sad and messaged this guy just now but neither of them will respond to me. I have a potential sugar daddy who is amazing but I just can't get this situation out of my head. Should I stay single for a while? He has already bought/ given me a lot!! Advice 😳 ? Xxx