I'm not okay ...

Jennifer • Miscarriage in May 2014 and TTC again - this will be our first. We have been TTC for almost 2 years now
As I sit here thinking about my life ... I never expected it to go like this. I tried for a year to get pregnant only to have a miscarriage 9 weeks into my pregnancy. This happened in May and I've been trying ever since only to find out my younger sister who has been trying a month, is pregnant. I don't know how to deal with my emotions. Give me hope ...