Long distance relationship becoming overwhelming

Me and my significant other are trying to conceive through a long distance relationship. I know it seems crazy to continue but I love him and I love my time away. We've been together for almost six years and this is the first year apart. We're trying to conceive but it's just not working! We meet right before ovulation have sex and then we wait. I just wish I could take a test and reads positive! My period is due on the 20th and I'm praying it doesn't come. 😞