I'm currently 6 1/2 months pregnant sometimes I feel dumb cause I prayed for this baby...my boyfriend said he wanted this baby more then anything... Every since I been pregnant I been abused there have been nothing but fights between us....I can only work on myself I been praying god turn things around for my child...I have been on the pray line, reading my bible, trying to get my mind right and go back to church...family is important to me that's why I continue to try to work on it because I was rejected by both of my parents I wanted something different for my kids...those who knows prayer for me....cause my family is right now broken falling apart... On top of I have fluid on my kidney...and my baby last ultrasound showed a whole in his heart...we have to see if it closed...