Disappointed 😞

I went fory 38week check up today, at my very 'pro-natural-birth' doctor. From the beginning of my pregnancy i wanted a natural birth, and i prepared myself for it this whole time..

Basically he said the my boy is not engaging yet or moving down into the pelvis... If that is how you say it... Haha an that my pelvis is small. I might be looking at getting a c-section.

I feel so disheartened and dissapointed in myself. I've been walking like an elderly penguin for the last 5weeks and struggling with back and pelvic pain alot, i feel it has been for nothing. As my body isn't working together..

Ugh anyone else in the same situation?