Long story st I was engaged to a great young man a couple yrs ago and as we were planning our future and in hopes of starting our family he was called home to glory due to a car crash. My heart was completely broken and I suffered from depression for nearly a yr. Smh I did not want to go to therapy and could barely get myself out of bed to go to work. Fast forward to last summer I met my child's father and gavr him my normal rundown of how my fiance passed and I was NOT interested in dating. Well we kept running into oneanother and on a rare day when I was in a great mood going to spend the day w my bestie I decided to hold an actual conversation w him. He was nice anf optimistic so we began dating. I explained that it will take a strong minded man to deal w someone w my emotional baggage...he claimed he was that man. He also claimed to be a Christian man. We moved in together and things were great until...he stopped wanting to pray w me, would start arguments w me at any given moment and expected me to change for him. Well we are not together anymore going on 2 months now. But I'm stuck w this fool for the rest of my life!!! I don't even like seeing his num pop up on my phone. Smh I need advice on how to move past this by the time our child is born so my baby won't be affected by these emotions?!!!