I'm 25 years old I'll be 26 next month I have 6 year old son and a 4 year old daughter and I'm 32 weeks pregnant with my second daughter my boyfriend is a very loving caring person but me on the other hand I'm not really a emotional person I don't know how to express my feelings sometimes and I also feel like I come off as a cold person because I don't know how to show love physically and my boyfriend craves my attention and he told me this before but yet I still don't know how to be physically (emotional) if that makes sense like cuddling kissing hugging etc we cuddle on his nights off [he work midnights] but other than that I feel like I'm always chasing after my kids or making sure they are entertained during the day but i do make sure i get my boyfriend thank you cards or ill text him sweet msgs but it's hard to just give him all my attention when I have active kids running around and mentally I dont feel like I'm there I stopped working back in Jan my assignment ended then my unemployment ran out my boyfriend now take care of EVERYTHING in our house hold and it's so hard for me to just sit around broke I'm so use to being independent and helping out I just love to have my own money , then also my car went out to make matters worse so now we are down to one car so I'm just stuck in the house every single day I feel like I lost everything within these last 8 months I pray every night and try to remain positive and grateful but these pregnancies hormones sometimes make me want to cry cry cry cry and cry some more . sorry I'm rambling just need to get this off my chest I don't like to tell my friends and family my problems because it seems as if they always say you been strong this long blah blah .... but what happens when I feel weak 😕.