Seriously!! Induction and epidural

Cecelia
Good lord!!! Being induced is horrible. Caved and got an epidural about an hour and a half in. Now I can't feel a thing from the belly botton down. My legs are total jello. They do not exist 😖. I keep thinking I pooped every where and have to reach back and check. 
I have no idea how I will push without being able to move anything but my arms   
I should add we got started at 10am it is now 10pm here