for this month and the last i lost my step brother , my grandmas husband , and my grandfauther .... i just feel like the losses just keep getting closer and closer to my heart . and i am trying not to stress but who doesnt when it comes to a family member passing away ? i wanted them to be here for their first great grandchild annd first neice but it just was their time . just upsetting to have this many people go so fast out of my life . i wish i could of done something . but i cant ...... i just want to cawl in a ball and do absolutely nothing ....