I absolutely refuse to have a BFN this month

After 2 years and 3 months (that's 27) BFN I am absolutely refusing to have any but. A BFP this month I am on cycle day 4 and this month will be our month we will conceive our first baby and it will be a happy and health 9 months, after doubting if I was ever meant to be a mama I've decided yes I absolutely 1000% am supposed to be a mama and my man a daddy we got this, this time round we can do it no ifs and buts I am determined 😊 xxx