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My SO and I are TTC.. He laughed at me like I was nuts when I said that we had to have sex every day of my fertile window. He thinks that just one day will do it. All of this because his ex got pregnant from missing one dose of the pill. He thinks it's that easy. Now my period came and I'm pissed. I've had 4 miscarriages. I feel I will never have a baby. Plus now we have to put TTC on hold because his ex is taking him to court over custody. She lost custody 2 years ago because she was a debilitated alcoholic. So now all of our money will be going towards lawyers and court fees. I am so pissed!!! I just want to cry and rip that woman to pieces!! She doesn't even want to be a mother. She never comes to see her son, hasn't seen him for over a year, and she complains about having to care for her 10 year old daughter.. We even offered to bring him to her for Christmas and she declined. I don't understand why we have to go through this. Why now? She's doing this to cause trouble and to make us spend money.