Sugar Daddy Delima

Okay before I write this all out I want you all to know a bit about me, my life, and my family. I have an ill mother, and a "functioning" alcoholic father. My father makes a decent amount of money. My mother can not work. I'm going off to college this August and I applied for 35,000 in various financial aid and tons of scholarships. I got 10,000 in scholarships,  and 20,000 in loans (in my name with my my father as a co-signer), and some of these loans are FAFSA. I just got my billing statement from my college and my FAFSA basically backed out almost 10,000 ( it is subject to change). I have been working since I was 14, and full time since I was 16, and I have made honor roll consistently. I have bought my own car and everything I have needed/ wanted while ALSO saving it. I am a premed major and a Spanish minor and there is NO way I can get a real, good paying  job during the school year with my schedule. My education is important to me but I have to find a way to pay for it... I can not get any more loans because it is too hard of a pull on my fathers credit. I also don't want them to pay because that is money that could go towards my mothers treatment.