I've almost been with my boyfriend for 1 year (in August) and I'm not sure if I still love him or if I should still be with him. Earlier in our relationship (at the end of March) he was talking to another girl and I found out from my friends. (The girl and my boyfriend never had sex or anything they just acted as more than friends and sent texts between eachother saying really sappy stuff😷 and he talk bad about me 😔he said I was boring and just not like her.) so I broke up with him, for a while then we got back together because he apoligized to my parents, aunt, and grandma and also my siblings. He also apoligized to me and brough me flowers and said he was really sorry. I got back with him but I did t forgive him for another month. And now I'm having doubts about our relationship, I'm not sure if it's because I'm still hurt from that or if it's just because he's not what I thought he would be. (Like he's unmotivated and I don't like that, I'm a go-getter) what I felt before March was great, it felt like love but these past few months have been at an all time low. I've been snapping on him (getting angry) for dumb things (I am working 2 jobs right now so I could just be stressed from that). And I feel bad when I do that to him because he doesn't deserve that. And I just don't know what love feels like anymore. Please help. 😔😖