Sex? Love? Tf?

so I found out last week that my boyfriend, the love of my life, cheated on me. at first I was so so hurt and I didn't know what to do so I just shut him out. he thinks everything is gonna go back to being hunky dory,but obviously that's not the case. a friend of mine who I've known for a while started talking to me about it and we've gotten really close since then. I think I'm starting to get a crush in my heart and my vagina? but I still love my boyfriend. my friend and I agreed to meet up this weekend for drinks, and I'm not sure what to expect.