New here! Would love a buddy!

Hi everyone! I'm fairly new to glow, been stalking for awhile now. I'm 29, same with DH and been ttc since December but didn't really have the timing right, plus I had some really weird cycles - first cycle after pill was 28 days then 52! Then 37 and last one was 33. I'm hoping they are leveling out now. Anyway, last month I tried smep and it didn't work unfortunately. I could really use a buddy, I am just feeling down lately as a coworker just announced she was pregnant and everything she says I feel like is torture to me...plus she knows I am trying too. So hard to not be jealous! :(