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I'm so over ttc....

I feel like it's never going to happen.. After 15 months of trying and every month getting those BFN one after another, I don't believe I will ever see a BFP without making it up in my head..

I'm just exausted from the sadness. The disappointment I feel every month that I have failed. Our parents making jokes about how they want more grandbabies so we better get on that every time we see them... It's just frustrating and i am ready to throw in the towel..

I think I'm just going to take this next month to focus on other things, work on my fitness goals. Do something fun and spontaneous with my husband. And just bring the fun back into TTC. No tracking, no stressing, just enjoy life.

I have to find my happiness again, and being so disappointed month after month is just not going to work for me anymore!

Sorry so long just needed to get that off my chest! Baby dust to all who are trying to bring a little one into the world!

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