I'm missing my mom

Although I'm grown I've been missing my mom , there are thing that my mate don't understand / don't chose to ... Don't get me wrong he is a good man and I love him to death but I miss my mom and dad and just want to go home . I don't want to tell him this because I know how he would react 😤 I don't like the house we are in and his family don't get me started on his dad .