Im scared this boy I've been texting/snapchatting to, almost everyday for 3 months is playing with my emotions. Selling me dreams.

i met him off tinder but he's gentleman. We have lots of things in common and when I skyped with him our personalities matched. But sometimes I feel like he's just stringing me along. I'm scared.

I'd like to get to know him more but I don't want to get hurt. Both of us have been hurt before. Guys used me for sexual things in the past and his ex cheated. We've argued countless times and forgiven each other.

Im scared though. What if I like him more than he likes me, and this is all just a dumb game in his eyes? What if he's just playing with my emotions? Am I wasting my time??? Does he take me seriously ?

Sometimes he makes me feel special, sometimes he makes me feel like shit. He told me I do the same to him. All of it with him is just so confusing.

It's like we're playing a game. whoever likes the other person the least, wins? Whoever is more aloof to the other person is the winner ? I don't know.

A contest of who can act like they frikin care less.

He's also rich, cute, athletic and smart. Lots of girls like him.Yes lots of boys like me too and I too have several good qualities... but idk.

We sometimes use that against each other. Hurt each other by reminding the other of our desirability to the opposite sex.

He also spends lots of time with his female friends... he has so many friends that are girls, who are hot that are close to him, I can't help but feel intimidated and insecure.

IM SCARED OF GETTING PLAYED. THAT I'M JUST ANOTHER ONE OF HIS TOYS THAT ARE GIRLS WHO ADORE HIM. HE TOLD ME TO TRUST HIM- I'M TRYING TO. I JUST CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL THIS WAY. IS HE WORTH THE RISK I LIKE HIM A LOT? AM I OVER THINKING THIS???

I'm meeting him for the first time tommorow and i can't sleep.

Should I be this stressed about a boy? Is it normal for me to feel this way? I don't know. Never 'properly' dated. I need help. I don't know what to do. Tired.

Yeah!! Son!!

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