Getting induced Thursday with #2.. So much anxiety!

BabyNumber2
Any other moms out there getting Induced soon? I am just having a lot of anxiety about it. I'm afraid I'll have to go in Wednesday night and leave my first son if my cervix isn't ripe (will find out today) to receive cirvidil 
Also 1st baby had dx of shoulder dystocia at delivery so concern for her safe delivery, she's posterior, and I have a uterine fibroid! 😢
I'm just sooo nervous about the whole delivery and then even when I get home. I'm
Worried about my son. He acknowledges her and seems excited but I don't want him to feel any less loved! 🙁
I really thought my 2nd pregnancy would be easier !!!!