13 DPO BFN

Well I am officially giving up guessing AF is coming for me I am 13 DPO and still BFN!!! I wish so bad I could have a baby this is our 6th month of trying I think I'm done for a while I can't take the heartbreak abymore!!! Here's the test I took! I so thought this month was it because I had symptoms but I guess I just made them up!! Any encouragement would be helpful I feel really down right now!!!