Worst Day...😔
The past three weeks had been the best weeks of my life. I had been the girlfriend to an amazing guy. We hung out at least once a week, if not more. This past Friday, me and him went to a water park. We spent most of the day in the lazy river but it was worth it. He held me close and didnt want to let me go. When we got out we layed our towles in the ground and layed there, staring at each other. The sun made his eyes looks like jewels. But little did I know that all of that would change in two days....
It began when I couldnt go to the drag races. So instead he took our friend and his sister. In the past my bf liked his sister...a lot. And that night, those feelings for her came back. He tried to put them away but couldn't. Originally he wanted to marry me. Grow old with me. But now, he doesnt know. Last night he called me. He said he didnt want to be the guy that says they need a break, but he did. He said he hated this as much as I did, but I don't think he understood how much it killed my heart to watch those past weeks fade into the clouds. He was my first kiss, my first love, but i guess he wont be the last.
Last night was the last time I would hear him call me "beautiful. Wonderful. My love." He said that if the feelings for me were to be enough to be with me again we still could. But it wouldnt be the same. I cried for hours because I felt so broken. And now, I have all these pictures of us together that I cant help but look at and wonder where this all went...
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