Im all over the place. Im 20 and fiancee is 23.. We have been ttc for about a year, and nothings happened. I have pcos and never start a period without provera. My doctor cant prescribe me clomid because shes a primary doctor and i dont have insurance to see an obgyn? (To my understanding).. I tried soy isoflavones this cycle im on cd31 and got a bfn this morning but feel all the symptoms!!

I feel so bad because my fiancee really wants a family and i just feel like shit because its not happening.. Because of me. Im trying and its just not happening.

Ive talked to him about it and he says its gonna be fine and that he would never leave me but i still feel shitty. Any advice.