Trying

My boyfriend and I have been trying to conceive but it's been so hard! For the last four months we've been trying and nothing, every month I watch what I do what I eat I pay attention to my body, but when I period comes I get sad and stressed and smoke more. I get really awful cramps when I get my period. I have never checked it out but my gyn said I may have fibroids which I've read can cause infertility. I've been using this app for only a month and I'm hoping it can help but Jesus, every time I see someone pregnant I wish that were me. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for them but I just want a baby so badly. Everyone I grew up with have babies or are pregnant. I guess I'm just at the age where your body is telling you, you're ready, go on and have a baby.