Cervical newbie?? (TMI alert)

Kristen
Is it pathetic that I have no idea what I'm feeling for when checking cervical position, softness or mucous?? I have no idea which structure is the cervix lol I tried checking mucous earlier and put in 2 fingers, it seemed clear-ish and stretchy but then checked again 2 seconds later with one finger and there was nothing. 😢