Getting worried

Elaine • i have 5 earth babies, 4 boys and 1 girl which is my youngest. Ages are 21/18/12/10 and 5 as of jan 2023. I have 1 angel boy who got his wings at 36 weeks (stillborn) and 4 miscarriages. I'm 47 and here to track.my cycles in advance of menopause
Here I am almost 26 weeks not organised one bit. Still need so much stuff bottles etc. I decided it was gonna be a good idea to make my own crib bedding turns out bad idea as I'm nowhere near done as things keep going wrong with my new machine. Feeling so stressed plus I gotta a go get all the uniforms for my boys yet too that's 3 lots arghhh.