Time off?

Rebecca • M: 10/15/05 | 33yo | TTC#1 for 3+ yrs | 1st BFP: 10/4/16 | MC: 10/24/16 @ 6w2d | 2nd BFP: 8/19/17 | 2nd MC: MMC 9/20/17 @ 8w2d | 3rd BFP: 3/11/18 | 3rd MC: 3/31/18 @ 6w1d | 4th BFP: 1/30/19 and still going!! 💜🙏🏻🌈👶🏼 | Healthy baby girl born 9/20/19!!!
Has anyone here ever taken a break from trying, and lost their "mojo" or started second-guessing whether or not they even want to have children? I'm kinda freaking out. Hubby is soooooo ready, and I was, too. And then we started all of the testing, and I had to go on thyroid meds so doc said to take a break from trying until thyroid was regulated. Now it's regulated, and I feel like my baby mojo is gone. I love babies, but it's like the desire to have my own isn't a strong as it was. Am I alone in feeling like this?