I'm so scared to test! AF is late almost 3 day, and I've decided that if I get a BFN or the b**** comes ? im just gonna stop, let go and let god! We've been ttc for about a year and within that year I did have a MC, it's been 5 months after and now I'm just gonna focus on everything I have now and let "it" come to me. it's been too much heartache and honestly can't handle another let down ?