Disappointed Delivery

Abby
Anyone else feel disappointed and resentful for having a c section? I had no choice with my twinsm 3 yrs ago since baby A was breech. I was trying for a VBAC this time but doctor won't induce due to VBAC. I am 40+1 and due to high blood pressure and gestational diabetes they will not allow me to go past tomorrow when I have a scheduled c section. I am struggling to be ok with. Anyone else feel this way? 3 yrs later and I still struggle with my twins birth as well.