No hate comments please!!

So I've been TTC for the last year, obviously had no luck as of yet, but last month I had all the signs and symptoms of pregnancy, from the spotting to the nausea I spotted for around 3 days I then had a bleed that lasted 4 days (which isn't like me at all it's a full bleed for 7days) ever since that I've had a feeling I could be pregnant, even after the bleed.. I'm now at the point were everything's irritating me, silly things like looking at my OH irritates me, with baby #1 I had the same symptoms I was getting irritated so easily and even still looking at daddy got me angry, I've still had the nausea (just don't the heavy feeling of sickness in my stomach) even after the bleed I had, I've had bizarre dreams that I can remember clear as day (isn't like me) but again something I had when I was pregnant with baby #1, I've been so tired and exhausted just lately it's getting ridiculous now... Probably sounds silly but I've had a dream that I was pregnant with twins and lost one of them 😕🙈 it's so confusing and playing havoc with my emotions, obviously the answer to this is to do a test, I know this I'm going to do one in the morning just thought I'd post to see if there's anyone out there that's had the same and been pregnant, it's so nerve wracking wanting another baby then been scared to test incase it's negative specially when you have a OH who gets his hopes up to be let down 😔