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So my boyfriend has previously cheated before, one time (what i know of) and I have serious trust issues so now no matter what he does, I don't trust him. He's putting in so much effort to earn it back, but I don't think that'll ever happen. Am I crazy for thinking he's always doing something he shouldn't be? Like when he's on his phone, or randomly goes outside? Should I let the past be the past or is it perfectly fine to feel this way?